Note: In this fictional tale, any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or existing locations is purely coincidental and unintended.
He came into my life like an answered prayer. I used to pray hard for someone specially crafted by God to be my partner. When I was younger, my spiritual mentor advised me to pray for my future significant other, trusting that the Lord would bring us together at the right time – in His perfect timing. I didn’t dream of a fairy tale romance; I simply wished for someone who loved God and was willing to follow His will. I believed that if he loved God, he would know how to love and treat his partner right. That was my top requirement – I wasn’t searching for perfection.
Little did I know, there was someone out there praying for a partner too. He also longed for a godly woman to help him build a family. It’s incredible how God answered both our prayers. From the start, we sensed that we were meant for each other. David is my answered prayer. We dated for two years before he knelt down and asked for my YES. Who wouldn’t want to marry someone like him? He’s gentle, and I feel all the love he has for me. He’s almost perfect, although I know and accept his weaknesses and flaws. What I admire most is his respect for me. He waited for me.
Being old-fashioned and traditional, I decided to save myself for marriage. It’s our precious gem. In this modern age, not many people can resist the temptation, but I don’t judge them. It’s a real struggle. I remember wanting to give in during our dating days, but I held back and controlled my emotions. I guess I have a high level of integrity; I always want to do the right thing. My college friends used to laugh at me when crossing roads – I’d walk farther to find a pedestrian lane, while they crossed wherever. It’s a small example, but it shows I want to do the right thing, no matter what.
“How are you, babe? I miss you…”
As my phone chimed with David’s message, I felt a mix of excitement and guilt. Here I am, married to this amazing man, and yet I find myself intrigued by someone else. I’m not planning to act on it, just okay with admiring from a distance. But why do I feel so connected to Bryan?
I can’t explain it. I’ve even told my friend Megan that I can sense his emotions. He walks by, and I can feel if he’s happy, sad, or mad. One day, I only saw his back, but I was sure he was angry. I immediately told Megan, and a couple of days later, I overheard the bellmen talking about Bryan being really angry that day.
So, I was right. I felt it. During those days, I prayed for him, knowing I couldn’t comfort him directly. He passed by the store looking fine, but my strong feeling was he was angry earlier. I wanted to ask him, but who am I to do that? He doesn’t even know about this weird connection I feel. Honestly, I’ve never felt this kind of connection with anyone. I wonder if he feels the same way? Does he care? I smile at the thought. I’m the only one observing him from afar. Cool. So, Lindsey Althea get yourself together!
As I open my husband’s text, I’m about to reply when he requests a video call. “Hi babe, how are you? I thought you’d be asleep, but I saw you read my message, so I called you right away,” David says excitedly.
“Hi babe, I miss you too. How are things there? Workload okay? Are you eating on time?” I ask enthusiastically. I genuinely miss him. I know deep down I love my husband. I am blessed to have David in my life.
My husband is a computer whiz, working as a software developer for a family-owned business. They treat him like one of their own. Flashback to our fantastic Bahamas honeymoon three years ago, all thanks to his awesome bosses. Sure, he had a bit of work to do, but we squeezed in tons of fun.
His job sometimes takes him abroad, and right now, he’s in the USA for training and seminars. It’s been six months, and there’s a chance it might go on for another 3-6 months. I’m not a fan of long-distance relationships, but we talked it through, and I’m supporting him all the way.
After some work and life chit-chats, I feel sad that I can’t hug him. He’s having a hard time, mostly missing me, and I miss him too. He mentioned this might be the last time he works abroad. He wants to settle in one place, building our family. Babies – the thought excites me. I envision holding a baby, staring at them all day. Oh my goodness!
So, we wrap up our talk, holding onto hope that everything’s gonna be alright. Patience, we tell ourselves. Life with him – that’s what I want.
As I get ready for bed, sleep seems to be playing hard to get. Bryan’s name keeps dancing around my thoughts. It’s a puzzle – this strange connection I feel with him. Why do I feel so connected to you, huh? Are you by any chance thinkin’ about me at this hour? What’s even weirder? We don’t even talk. Yet, every time our eyes meet, it’s like we’re having a whole conversation, a silent conversation. Some days, I even go out of my way to avoid making eye contact, trying to figure out this unspoken connection. I’ve never been a big believer in soulmates, but these feelings make me wonder if there’s something to it after all. Curiosity about soulmates activated!
MEET GABRIELA
Gabriela has been working part-time, mostly during Megan’s shift. Megan has been telling me about her, assuring me that I’ll love her. Today’s the day we finally decided to hang out. It’s my day off, and Elena will be available after her regular job in the government. Megan and Gabriela have their work in the morning, so we’ve planned to meet around 5 pm for a fun girls’ outing. Exciting times ahead! 🙂
The last time I talked with Elena, she seemed ready to embrace new friendships and leave behind past hurts. I told her, ‘Girl, you deserve to relax and have some fun sometimes.’ I genuinely feel for her. She’s got a lot on her plate, not just with friends but also dealing with family matters. On the other hand, Megan is navigating this on-and-off relationship with her boyfriend. I love being there for them, listening to their stories, but there’s this itch in me to do something to lift their spirits, even if just for a little while. Prayer is always my go-to, but hey, we all deserve some good, fun times! We’ve decided on a karaoke night! Yahoo!
Gabriela, the youngest among us, effortlessly channels the trends of this generation. She’s rocking a beige cropped top paired with stylishly faded, baggy blue jeans. Her choice of Vans in black and white adds a trendy touch, perfectly aligning with the current fashion vibe. It’s a look that effortlessly blends youthfulness and style.
Elena, on the other hand, sported an above-the-knee black and white checkered dress that beautifully complemented her fair complexion. The dress highlighted her curves, serving as a testament to her joyful and confident spirit. In every step, she radiated a unique beauty that surpassed societal standards, transforming her from simply cute to genuinely endearing.
Megan, our style icon, looks amazing in a dark blue cropped top that shows off her shape with skinny jeans. She’s rocking silver and white sparkly sandals, turning heads and catching everyone’s eye.
I went for a simple yet stylish look, opting for a black blouse and ripped jeans with that cool worn-out style. To add some flair, I slipped into comfy red flat Keds, bringing in a splash of color and a laid-back vibe. To complete the look, I threw on a small red shoulder bag, perfectly matching my shoes and pulling the whole outfit together.
It’s been a while since I used lipstick and eyeliner. Generally, I’m not really into makeup. I wish I was, but I just don’t have the patience to do it every day. So, my quick fix is lipstick and brown eyeliner. It’s just to appear a bit more put together, so people won’t be startled by my natural face and the bags under my eyes.
The three ladies sparkle like diamonds. I’m enjoying this. It’s going to be a blast. We kicked off our night at a bar-restaurant, and guess what? It was karaoke night! Elena nudged the singer, hinting that I can sing, and then she sweetly asked me to give it a go with those irresistible puppy eyes. Unable to resist her adorable plea, I agreed. Opting for a cheerful tune, I went with “Dancing Queen.”
At the bar, there was a waiter glancing at Megan and another at Gabriela. I’ve got this protective instinct for Gabriela since she’s the youngest and still a minor in our group. I’m careful with her, not letting her have any alcohol. Even though I don’t drink myself, I ordered a Virgin Piña Colada. I mean, her parents trust us with her, so we should be responsible, right? While saving her number, I let her choose a name, and she went with ‘Gabriela the baby.’ She’s the youngest in the group, at least in my eyes. She’s adorable, and I love her natural curly hair. It perfectly complements her skin, which has this warm, earthy bronze tone, like the sunlit hues found in nature.
Our night continued as we headed to another bar with a private room reserved for karaoke. We rented the place for two hours, and this time around, Megan, Gabriela, and I ordered for coke, while Elena enjoyed her glass of wine. We took turns singing, dancing to the beats, and having a great time.
Throughout the night, Elena kept expressing her gratitude for organizing the hangout. She mentioned how much she needed it and couldn’t thank me enough. It was evident she was having a blast! I belted out ballads, some pop tunes, and even tried my hand at a few reggae songs. Elena’s song choices were more on the dancing side, and we all joined in the fun.
Megan, with her beautiful voice, just needed a bit more confidence, and we encouraged her to let it shine. Gabriela, initially shy, started to come out of her comfort zone, especially since we were alone in the room. There was no need to be shy; we were there to have a good time together.
Elena went to order another glass of wine, I think it was her fourth by now. When she returned, she brought a guy, introducing him as her cousin. We exchanged greetings, although I had a feeling he might not be a cousin. For some reason, I couldn’t shake that thought, but I decided to let it be.
We continued singing, and towards the end, Megan and I chose a Christian song called “What a Beautiful Name” for a duet to conclude the night. The song beautifully expresses the power and wonder of Jesus’ name. I felt a deep sense of purpose in that moment. Building relationships with them had been my initial step, with the ultimate goal of introducing my faith to them as time goes on. Deep down, I believe it’s essential for us to help each other draw closer to the ONE who created us. After all, we are all created by Him and for Him, and serving one another is our shared calling.
As we prepared to settle our bill, the bartender surprised us by letting us know that it had already been paid. Elena’s cousin had taken care of it. Although he didn’t stay with us in the room, choosing to remain at the bar, he generously covered the expenses. We expressed our gratitude, recognizing the kindness in his gesture. May God bless him for his thoughtful generosity.
It was indeed a fun time with them. Let’s call it a night!
BACK TO WORK
In our Whatsapp group, we all shared messages of appreciation. Workdays were pretty routine, and this time around, I was paired with Gabriela most of the time. We had a blast, laughing together and enjoying our shifts. While I might seem reserved to some, the right people know I can be quite the character.
Gabriela often looked at me like I was her mother. Once, a hotel employee tried to get her number, and she silently mouthed to me for help. I stepped in and told the guy, “You know there are cameras everywhere here, and we’re not allowed to exchange numbers during work hours.” His face immediately turned angry, and he left the store. He tried again in the afternoon, but Gabriela informed him, “You know I’m 17.” The guy responded with a dismissive “So what?” even though he looked like he was in his 20s. Regardless, I felt a strong urge to protect Gabriela, guiding her like a mother would.
We had some discussions, and I advised her to prioritize her studies because love life can come later—it’s the easier part. Gabriela is a smart kid. At one point, I told her, “I think you’ll be a director one day,” and I encouraged her to come back to me in the future if that ever happens, just to say I was right. 🙂
I can sense that Gabriela has a balanced IQ and EQ. When I talk to her, she displays a lot of wisdom and maturity beyond her age. Despite being the youngest, her mind is mature enough to grasp some complex aspects of life.
I feel rejuvenated when I’m around her. It warms my heart when she sweetly confessed that I’m her favorite, eagerly anticipating our shifts together. I teased her about it, and although she was hesitant to admit it at first, we shared plenty of laughter during our work hours. My craziness adds to the joyful vibe, making our time together even more enjoyable.
During the times we worked together, I gradually opened up to Gabriela about Bryan. I shared how I felt connected to him, and it was Gabriela who brought up the idea of soul mates and having a platonic love. Despite expressing my admiration for him, and clarifying that it wasn’t romantic, I just couldn’t comprehend the depth of my feelings for him. It seemed like there was a unique and profound connection that went beyond the conventional understanding of relationships.
Platonic love is a type of love that is distinctly nonsexual and nonromantic while still being deep, close, and meaningful. Beyond a simple friendship, platonic love describes a bond that’s defined by heartfelt connection, intimacy, and care.
Returning home, as I prepared to sleep, I found myself unable to doze off immediately. I grabbed my phone and delved into a Google search about soulmates.
Can your soulmate be someone other than your husband?
Soulmates aren’t always romantic.Believe it or not, most of the time, these relationships will be platonic. “A partner can be a soulmate, but so can some of our best friends, or a brother, or a sister. A soulmate can be anyone we have a deep connection with,” explains Kaur.
And I keep reading further to some questions people also ask:
Can soulmates not end up together?
Soulmates don’t always end up together because these relationships function to encourage our growth, connect on a deeper level, and transcend the bounds of normal relationships. They do not necessitate a “forever relationship.”
Can you be in love with someone other than your spouse?
“Falling in love with another person while married is acceptable., but following through on those feelings and enganging in an affair certainly isn’t. One study indicated that most people who develop feelings for someone other than their partner never communicate those feelings to the person of interest.”
Discovering soulmate tales brought a cocktail of emotions. Relief, like shedding guilt for admiring someone other than David. Yet, a subtle sadness sneaked in, acknowledging a connection that’s destined to linger in the unsaid.
Okay, I acknowledge that I won’t act on these feelings. I’m unsure if it’s just my imagination, perceiving a connection, or a magnetic pull. Whatever it is, Bryan, all I want is the very best for you in life, and I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Hello, lovely readers! I’m delighted to have you here. 🙂 If you haven’t had a chance to read the first five chapters of ‘Unspoken Words: Admiring You from Afar’ , here you can read them.
Chapter 1: Admiring You From Afar
Chapter 3: The Dance of Hearts
Chapter 4: Heartbeats and Hidden Smiles
Chapter 5: Surprise Visit and Shy Encounter
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